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Renesmee I looked up to see the full moon shining down on me. I sighed. It had been a few hours since I had left grandpa's house, and I was already fighting the urge to go back. I knew I had put everyone in a lot of pain, but it would hurt them even more if I couldn't be one or the other. Human or vampire. I decided that since I needed to be something for my family and Jake, I would have to be human. Something they could all live with. And to be human, I'd have to drop my vampire side. Dropping my vampire side would involve not drinking blood. At all. To train myself, I decided to do what Daddy had done when he first met Momma. Control myse